If at first you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that you ever tried...

Current Song: DJ Tiesto (?) - Touch Me
Current Mood: I've been better...

I had alot of fun at the party tonight! I feel kind of bad neglecting Stephen a bit, I became really shy around him and I didn't really know how to incorporate him into my conversations with other people. I guess I kind of suck >.< Anyways, he more than likely doesn't want to be with me, he could probably do so much better. There seems to be a rule where men can date women who are prettier and I guess "higher up" than themselves. Women can't really... Maybe because good looking men are too arrogant to look downwards once in a while maybe? I don't know. Stereotypes though, I should probably avoid that.

On the bright side, I think I made some new friends. I hope I can make a large collection so I'll never be lonely again! Speaking of new friends, beatmania party. I need to practice! Can't wait til March 30th! So many games coming out this month >.< I'm getting my ass kicked by money and frivolous spending! I wish I didn't need to eat~

I'm a little sad, but I'm doing good at distracting myself. I wish I wasn't so impulsive though...when I get mad, I say things on impulse and yeah...I shouldn't. The anger just takes over! I can easily say right now that I don't care and that I don't have anything left to say...oh, but something will set me off and I'll become a bitch again >.< What's wrong with me? Oh well...I guess all I can do is um...wait and see what happens? Well, wait, but definitely not sit still...I'm going to do my best to enjoy my single life and I'm going to go bloody meet people and make lots of friends. For example, I ran into an old friend and we exchanged numbers, well, I'm definitely going to call him when I'm bored next and see what happens! Maybe we'll rekindle lost friendship!

I'm going to go shower I think~ Tis late, but I crave it!