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* Thursday, January 26, 2006 *
"Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!"
Current Song: Flaming Lips - Ego Tripping at the Gates of Hell
Current Mood: Happy~
So yeah, I haven't updated in a long time! Here's a recap, there's not much mind you.
I had a reality check one day, now I'm happy! Actually, I came the realization that most of my depression was probably due to the Pill and now I've finally gotten used to the overdose of hormonal doom. I have also discovered that cleaning myself and making myself smell lovely makes me all sorts of happy, so when I'm sad I start to wash my face or mosturize or paint my nails (clear stuff to help me stop biting...didn't work today though, I chewed one of my nails, first time in about a month)
Oh yeah, I've had the worst bout of PMS ever this month too >.<>.< I'm hoping another side effect of the pill. I ended crying the other night for two hours until I threw up and that's when I finally told myself in a motherly manner that this was ridiculous and went to sleep. I cried about everything and absolutely nothing. I cried for things that were so long gone and dead that I don't even remember why they made me sad in the first place. Bad night.
I still have nasty luck in the domain of males and thus I'm still quite lonely. That'll all change though! I have a dreamcast now and that has already merited me one marriage proposal (though it was from Kevin...and er...it was for my dreamcast, not me.)
I need to make a shopping trip to Micheals to pick me up some more yarn! I want a new project! A sweater or some kyute mittens! Anything to please this idle mind of mine (school does please it and actually my brain has turned to turning itself off completely when school is in the picture)
I received my christmas present from Chris and I heart it so much that I have actually made it my new purse of purses (it also holds all my stuff nicely!).
So I just had a mad craving for chocolate and caffein and I bought diet coke with lime, jr. mints and a cream egg! The most perfect treat ever! Though the clerk at Macs terrifies me. He's constantly asking about my nationality and asking me questions about my school and my marks...then he offered to teach me Hindi. Though if I'm with Morgan, he won't really talk to me unless to make a comment on the fact that Morgan isn't paying for me or something... yeah, I just hope he's friendly and not another creepy man who's planning on asking me to marry him (I've had two very serious marriage proposals in my life already from equally old and creepy men)
Well, I'm going to get back to that homework stuff I should be doing.
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