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Name: Amanda Mary Anne Properzi
Alias: Shinigami, Twisted Neko, Amanda-Panda, Tiny.
Age: 20
Birthday: 11/11/85
Zodiac: Scorpio.
Chinese Zodiac: Ox.
Favourite Food: Sushi, Junior Mints, Strawberry Pocky.
Least Favourite Food: Green beans.
Enjoys: Games, Manga, Friends, Pandas.
Hates: Snakes.
Current Obsession: Katamari.
Excited for: Japan trip!

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* Monday, July 10, 2006 *

This blog isnt completely dead...

Well, kind of I suppose. My big Japan update is in my LJ. I have to admit, its not quite so exiciting, so dont get your hopes up chaps.

The Movie Of Your Life Is An Indie Flick

You do things your own way - and it's made for colorful times.
Your life hasn't turned out how anyone expected, thank goodness!

Your best movie matches: Clerks, Garden State, Napoleon Dynamite

Posted by Amanda at 8:20 PM

* Saturday, May 13, 2006 *

Presents from me to me!

Current Mood: Lonely -_-;;
Current Song: Mashmakhan - As The Years Go By

I'm buying a digicam tomorrow! *floats*

So I've developed more gaming addictions! Space Channel 5, Harvest Moon and WoW (yes, my love is rekindled in the form of a NE Priest)

Not much to say other than that~

Night~

Posted by Amanda at 10:59 PM

* Monday, April 24, 2006 *

"What is life? We are born, we live a little, and we die." ~ E.B. White

Current Song: Gitaroo Man - Flyin' to your Heart
Current Mood: Happy and Procrastinate-y

I'm finally updating but only because I would rather update than study.

Here's some old news, I have a boyfriend now. His name is Josh and he has filled this past month with so much happiness. More than I can shake my fist at! It's really helped me get out of my slump and everyone will find me a much more confidant and pleasant person to be around! We play videogames together all day and snuggle all night. It's really heaven~!

Here's some more old news, I'm going to Japan this summer. I depart on June 22nd and then return on August 8th. This trip is more stressful than exciting due to money issues. Luckily some family members are donating to my cause for which I am very VERY grateful.

I don't have much really to say ^^;; Oh, I have exams and I am everything but concerned. This is bad. This is not due to any amounts of confidence but due to apathy...I really hope I get a wake up call tomorrow ^^;;

I'm very happy with my friend situation. I just realized that I've made so many close friends this year and even established a j-crew whom I hope will see me through the next two years of Japanese if I don't fail due to extreme amounts of not caring.

I'm also very happy with my job! I actually like working. I like everyone I work with and don't think I can part from them easily...though...that tool is coming back to work this summer since I'm leaving for a good month and three quaters. Blarg...he was such a tool and he's even more of a tool for coming back.

That's all.

End of Line

Posted by Amanda at 11:44 PM

* Saturday, March 11, 2006 *

If at first you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that you ever tried...

Current Song: DJ Tiesto (?) - Touch Me
Current Mood: I've been better...

I had alot of fun at the party tonight! I feel kind of bad neglecting Stephen a bit, I became really shy around him and I didn't really know how to incorporate him into my conversations with other people. I guess I kind of suck >.< Anyways, he more than likely doesn't want to be with me, he could probably do so much better. There seems to be a rule where men can date women who are prettier and I guess "higher up" than themselves. Women can't really... Maybe because good looking men are too arrogant to look downwards once in a while maybe? I don't know. Stereotypes though, I should probably avoid that.

On the bright side, I think I made some new friends. I hope I can make a large collection so I'll never be lonely again! Speaking of new friends, beatmania party. I need to practice! Can't wait til March 30th! So many games coming out this month >.< I'm getting my ass kicked by money and frivolous spending! I wish I didn't need to eat~

I'm a little sad, but I'm doing good at distracting myself. I wish I wasn't so impulsive though...when I get mad, I say things on impulse and yeah...I shouldn't. The anger just takes over! I can easily say right now that I don't care and that I don't have anything left to say...oh, but something will set me off and I'll become a bitch again >.< What's wrong with me? Oh well...I guess all I can do is um...wait and see what happens? Well, wait, but definitely not sit still...I'm going to do my best to enjoy my single life and I'm going to go bloody meet people and make lots of friends. For example, I ran into an old friend and we exchanged numbers, well, I'm definitely going to call him when I'm bored next and see what happens! Maybe we'll rekindle lost friendship!

I'm going to go shower I think~ Tis late, but I crave it!

Posted by Amanda at 5:54 PM

* Sunday, March 05, 2006 *

"To be loved, be lovable." ~ Ovid

Current Mood: Saddish...
Current Song: The Beatles - Eleanor Rigby

So I ask him out on friday and got denied. *sigh* We hung out nearly everyday, I don't know what went wrong? Oh well, shouldn't get my hopes up.

Hmm...I don't have much else to write about. So I'm going to jet.

Posted by Amanda at 5:52 PM

* Sunday, February 19, 2006 *

"To be mad at someone - that is easy. To be mad at the right person, for the right reason, at the right time and right degree - that is not easy." ~ Aristotle

Current Mood: Hateful
Current Song: System of a Down: Boom!

I went to New City last night and had tons of fun. Saw Peter in his gothy glory and decided that he's the coolest person I know. I also decided I want to own a corset of my own~ I'll probably go there again.

Also, kyute love might be coming my way, but I don't think I can handle it anymore. I'm so mentally shaken from my first taste of the real world and what people are really like that I don't know if I can go through that again. I've never been afraid of taking chances like this... probably because I had someone to shelter me when things went wrong.

Though...my kyute love has a car, a real job, and mad gaming skillz! Maybe I'll get over all my fears as he woos me with his lovely self~

Posted by Amanda at 7:05 PM

* Thursday, January 26, 2006 *

"Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!"

Current Song: Flaming Lips - Ego Tripping at the Gates of Hell
Current Mood: Happy~

So yeah, I haven't updated in a long time! Here's a recap, there's not much mind you.

I had a reality check one day, now I'm happy! Actually, I came the realization that most of my depression was probably due to the Pill and now I've finally gotten used to the overdose of hormonal doom. I have also discovered that cleaning myself and making myself smell lovely makes me all sorts of happy, so when I'm sad I start to wash my face or mosturize or paint my nails (clear stuff to help me stop biting...didn't work today though, I chewed one of my nails, first time in about a month)

Oh yeah, I've had the worst bout of PMS ever this month too >.<>.< I'm hoping another side effect of the pill. I ended crying the other night for two hours until I threw up and that's when I finally told myself in a motherly manner that this was ridiculous and went to sleep. I cried about everything and absolutely nothing. I cried for things that were so long gone and dead that I don't even remember why they made me sad in the first place. Bad night.

I still have nasty luck in the domain of males and thus I'm still quite lonely. That'll all change though! I have a dreamcast now and that has already merited me one marriage proposal (though it was from Kevin...and er...it was for my dreamcast, not me.)

I need to make a shopping trip to Micheals to pick me up some more yarn! I want a new project! A sweater or some kyute mittens! Anything to please this idle mind of mine (school does please it and actually my brain has turned to turning itself off completely when school is in the picture)

I received my christmas present from Chris and I heart it so much that I have actually made it my new purse of purses (it also holds all my stuff nicely!).

So I just had a mad craving for chocolate and caffein and I bought diet coke with lime, jr. mints and a cream egg! The most perfect treat ever! Though the clerk at Macs terrifies me. He's constantly asking about my nationality and asking me questions about my school and my marks...then he offered to teach me Hindi. Though if I'm with Morgan, he won't really talk to me unless to make a comment on the fact that Morgan isn't paying for me or something... yeah, I just hope he's friendly and not another creepy man who's planning on asking me to marry him (I've had two very serious marriage proposals in my life already from equally old and creepy men)

Well, I'm going to get back to that homework stuff I should be doing.

Posted by Amanda at 6:39 PM

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