Oh, my poor, poor neglected blog. What has full-time schooling done to you?
No fear though, I have successfully survived my first semester! Bring on the Christmas holidays, coo coo ca choo~ I'll try to give my blog a little more love during my two weeks off, maybe post some more book reviews -- but for now, here's the entirety of what little you've missed of my life for November and December:
Oh yeah, and obviously I'm back from our cruise! I kind of forgot to get around to writing up a whole vacation recap post in the midst of looming project deadlines and exam havoc. Rest assured though that the vacation was very awesome, despite this Carnival ship being especially rocky for whatever reason -- we heard someone say that the Carnival Dream didn't have "stabilizers" or whatever the crazy boat magic is that's supposed to keep the ship from pitching back and forth wildly under your feet in crazy 16 foot swells. So a slightly dizzying trip, yes, but still awesome.
Did I mention that we swam with sea turtles? WILD SEA TURTLES. They swam up for air right next to you! If not for the strict rule we were given beforehand of "no touching, no hugging, no licking" (no lie) of the wild life, I could have kissed those sea turtles right on the nose -- that's how close they came! So amazing~

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Seriously though? The combination right now of school, homework, and working part-time is all kinds of unpleasant.
I spend my entire day walking around in a constant state of fretful anxiety, worrying and strategizing on how I'm going to get the current class assignment finished and how little time there is to finish all of the rest of the assignments following afterward. It's not that I'm doing bad in my classes -- I am, in fact, doing pleasantly well grade-wise -- but trying to stay on top of my course load and maintain my marks while at the same time not completely neglect the rest of my life is becoming... problematic. I think we can all agree that I hit an especially low point last week which involved me having a mini meltdown while cleaning the kitchen at 10 p.m. Let me explain: in our house, the chores are split up and one of my jobs is washing the dishes. It's pretty safe to say that for the past two months since I started school, the dishes have not been clean.
"Why can't I do the dishes?!" *Sob sob sob* "Why can't I even keep on top of something *sob sob* as simple as keeping the kitchen clean?!" *Sob hiccup sob*
True story. Somewhat pathetic (and hilarious in hindsight,) but true.
I know I'm not the only one in my class suffering from a severe case of November burnout, and it's a little bittersweet to think that there's only nine days until I escape for a much-needed week away in the Caribbean. On the one side, YAY VACATION YAY OMGINEEDTHISSOBAD. On the other side, I now have even more assignments I need to get finished before next Thursday to make up for the time I'll be away. As it stands, I will already be bringing a backpack full of school work with me on the ship. Nothing dampens a day at port in the Bahamas like spending it in your stateroom doing homework. :P
All right, no more whining now. Suck it up, princess. *Brushes the angst off her clothes*
In other somewhat belated news, Toby finally has his glass door! It's fantastic. Toby once again gets to see what's going on outside his room, we get some natural light in our hallway again, and Iroh gets hours of endless entertainment and frustration. Everyone wins.

It is, at times, hard to physically pry the cat away from this spot now.
Well, I've survived my first two weeks of being a student again. This whole going to school full-time and working in the evenings makes for some extra long days and is a whole unpleasant flashback to high school that I'm not loving, but what can you do. I figure as long as I continue to keep on top of the assignments and not give in to my horrible and occasional habit of procrastinating ¬_¬ then I should be able to finish this first semester without pulling a nutty. *Stern face is stern*
Overall, I'm enjoying the program so far, with exception of one of my five classes -- I have a lingering resentment left over from high school of anything resembling an English class, so I'm desperately trying to find a way to use transfer credits to drop my compulsory Eng 111 slot (which would detract a considerable portion of stress, frustration, and extra unnecessary workload from my life over the next four months.) However, with NAIT's record of epic failure in the area of establishing reputable course syllabi of any kind, I'm not holding out much hope. It's not that I'm worried I won't pass the class -- I've always done well in English classes, but that doesn't mean I enjoy them at all. It doesn't help that the instructor in this instance gives off a first impression of being a bit of an arrogant, condescending snot; I know I'm not the only one in the class who bristles each time we're addressed as if we were a group of eight-year-olds.
Speaking of fellow classmates, a perk of being in a very niche program like Library Technology is that practically everyone in it has some element of geekiness to them -- whether they're a book geek (okay, well almost all of us in this case are book geeks), an anime geek, a video game geek, or whatever else, there's usually at least something you have in common interest-wise with any random person you sit down beside. It's cool when your instructor says that one of her favorite books is Harry Potter and the entire rest of the class is all "FUCK YEAH HARRY POTTER!" :B and no one looks at anyone else like they're crazy. It makes for a pretty comfortable atmosphere even despite the huge age demographic among students. The library program has a fairly diverse mix of fresh-from-high-school teens, 20/30-somethings, and even middle aged and older individuals -- so the generation gap is definitely a little jarring at times... but again, we've all got our fair share of geek on so it's not too hard to make conversation.
Did I mention that there's a man in my class that looks like a slightly younger and less haggard looking Michael Douglas? It's awesome! I keep imagining him standing up in class and randomly bursting out into character monologues from Ghost and the Darkness or The American President. He would look rad in a tweed jacket with leather elbow patches.
On a completely un-school related note, a new season of America's Next Top Model started this week! Guilty-pleasure joy! XD
Haven't posted in a while. July in a nutshell:
Excited!Hurrah! I'm school-bound! (Again!) I've been officially accepted into this fall's semester of the Library and Information Technology program! :B
Despite my earlier paranoia, I really wasn't too worried about getting in since I was told at the first information session a couple of years ago that it wasn't a very popular program -- they said if we applied by the end of March we could pretty much be guaranteed a spot still. But then this past Tuesday night rolls around and I paid a visit to Grant Mac for another info session, and all of a sudden the lady at this one is saying how over the last two years the library program has seen "an explosion!" and has been "suddenly so popular!" and how they've been filled to capacity before March even rolls around, and HEY, HOW THEY ONLY HAD LIKE FOUR SPOTS LEFT OPEN! D: *Angst* I swear my heart nearly dropped and I sat through the next half hour with this agonized, strangled expression on my face as if I was being slowly Force-choked to death by a certain Sith Lord.
In response to my frantic plea, she gave me the number of one of their instructional assistants who looks after applications so I could check on the status of mine. It was a good thing I called too, because he pulled up my stuff and after checking that my English 30 mark was up to par he was all "Hm, okay you're in, I guess I only need to fill two more spots now." whereas I began the Happy Brenna Dance Of Joy (much like my Chocolate Cake Happy Dance but with far more dangerous amount of arm flailing) while still holding the phone and trying not to sound too fanatically gleeful while we finished our conversation in fear of him thinking I'd gone crazy and immediately renouncing my application.
But yes, I'm in! He said I should receive the papers and what not in the mail soon. Mason and I celebrated last night with tasty Boston Pizza~ It's very exciting to think that I'm finally going to be able to start working towards the renown Library Technician diploma that has taunted me cruelly on so many of the job postings I've applied to and been ignored for over the last year. Look! Look! I'm can be all properly educated and qualified tooooo! BOO YEA.
NervousIf you've never played Telestrations you really should. It's a cross between the games Pictionary and Telephone, and is all sorts of awesome.
That's right, PRAYING MANTIS KNOWS HOW TO HAVE A GOOD TIME! (Kudos to Glen for drawing the best picture of the night.)
You know what else is a good time? Pretty purses! I was just introduced to the most fantabulous website ever: Miche Bags! One purse, so many easily changeable looks! What a concept! X3 So badly do I want one of these babies, one in each size, maybe a couple different styles of straps... oh the possibilities! *Adds to wishlist, gushing girlishly over all of the pretty bags*
Other news: I have officially put in my application for the Information and Library Technology program at Grant MacEwan! In just mere minutes all of a sudden I felt like I was applying to school for the first time all over again. It's nerve wracking! When will they let me know if I get accepted? What if I don't get accepted? :x What if I waited too long and anyone who applies after the holidays are just automatically branded with a big red FAIL stamp and tossed in the rubbish bin? What if I'm doomed to be forever diploma-less and continue to fruitlessly flail after this career like a gruesome, flesh-eating zombie chasing a juicy brain that will shun me for not having the qualifying paper credentials hanging framed on my wall? ;_; Good god, I don't know if they've even looked at my application yet and already I'm a stressed out college student again. *Pulls at hair*